27 oct 2018, &feast

Updated: Nov 21, 2018

Flat white.

It takes me by surprise -

a spark in my brain,

a loss of courage

transformed into an odyssey without heroes.

It never gets easy

and it's always scary.

I don'k like such surprises,

as much as they help me grow.

It is a forced lesson,

a dependable truth

and I miss my stupid freedom

of not learning when I should.